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The owner of this blog name NICOLE SEET. 29th May present are welcome coz that's the day I came into this world. (: I'm IMPERFECT and I'm Lovin' it. I always forgive but never forget. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. I'm friendly when I like you. I hate people who takes me for granted. Here in my blog, I am what I am I do what I do and If you got a problem with that, then fuck you. Fuck what you heard about me and recognize what you see. I know you heard rumours but here in my blog , here is the real me! I'm a die-hard fan of RAINBOW COLOUR.

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

Time flies. So fast my beloved mama gone for already 3 years. I really miss those time with her. My Dad was born in KL. But he stayed at Segamat since he's 18years old. Since then, every month for so many years from dad&mom back til bring all their children back to see mama =)) Every time we went back, we sure bring mama to go out for shopping|eat|travelling|bring her back to stay in our house|etc.

She has so many things to talked with us. She's happy to see us back to visit her. Always a smiling face from her. She cooked our favorite dishes every time we back. She always said this to me "yanyan, u must study hard & have a good future","mama don't know can wait til ur wedding not". I always told her I'll do my very best & she sure can wait til my wedd. We talked a lots of joke. and more.

On her 70th birthday celebration, she wanted to do a grand party. called all her siblings, friends and relatives. She's so happy. Just like a happy angel ever. I still kept all those pictures. But, I decided not to post up here. Cos I just will cried automaticallly when I saw it. =( After the celebration, for a month. She's getting sick! The sick is getting serious by days! Sent her to hospital (the most expensive one in KL). She's in there for 2 weeks time. After she getting better we bring her back home. But, she still feel pain and started couldn't walked well. Whole body 'bengkak'. We shocked to see her that way. Not suitable to take the medc. So back to hospital and changed.


The next month, she's so sick again. Dad get a call from my 'da gu'. We quickly rushed to KL. Mama admitted to hospital again. Getting more serious. Admitted for 2 months time. sick is getting serious! my other relatives taking care of her. We can't stay there for so long cos dad still have to on his business. We have a big family members. So, just can't stop the business that way for so long.


Mama saw those 'dirty' things. and she saw my yeye calling her. She told us when we visited her. Mom&i was so scared that time. We're just beside mama yet she said that to us. Ohmy... We called her don't think so much. She see wrongly. We pray hard. Hopes mama get well soon! But, everything seem come to the worst. The hospital so pro the Dr. also cannot find out what's my mama prob lor. WTF!!!


2 months later, dad&mom received a call again. quickly rushed to KL. Dr. said he can't helped out anymore. All medc also can't cure. Dr. said just sent mama back home. 6hours later..... ....she will...... FCUk!!! Stupid doctor!! But, we've no choice anymore. my mama can't stand the pain anymore. She's so want to give up ad. Ahhhh..............MAMA !!!!!!!!


6hours sharp, mama really G-O-N-E !!! Ohmy... and u know where am I ??! was at Segamat with bro|sis-in-law|sis|niece. I don't have my last chance to talk with mama & even see her. Ahh............... MAMA I REALLY MISS YOU !!!


Some people says too old don't do birthday celebration too grand. cos Tian will know. Is that true ??! If Tian know, sure many bad things happened. Is that true ??! I really can't accept my mama is far away from us. I don't have the chance to see her.to talk with her.smile together.laugh together. Why don't give me a last chance to do what I wanna do for her ??! Why mama wanna give up so fast ??! How's my wedd that u wanted to see so much ??! Mama, do you know how much I miss you ??!


I saw her. But she's in the coffin. I called her. Why she don't reply to me ??! I cried. I really can't accept that she's gone. I still cried when I think of her. YES I DO. YES I REALLY DO!!! When I heard the drum sounds. dong dong dong qiang qiang qiang. Playing all those instruments. My tears nonstop dropping down.


Until today, when I saw somebody passed away & I heard those sounds. I think of my beloved mama. My tears drop. Nonstop. That same goes to my Mom too. She cried when she heard those sounds.



R.I.P mama. We LOVES you so much!! Come to my dream more often. Can you ??! I have so much to talk to you. Really. I love you, mama !!



p/s: mama loves blue & red colours. So I put these colours as my font colours.

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