Everything seem black.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Too many things happened lately which I don't wish it will happen that fast. I know I've to face it no matter how. But, it's too fast! When the thing is not going to happen why make it to happened? I just couldn't get the point. Worth to do so? ugh. I'm always the person who only can kept all the things in heart. Can't even voice out, that's the thing which I really not satisfied on it. Who am I to all of u?
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I wonder do ya'all really understand me. All the thing is not what I want, is what you want. I hate that seriously. I hate to vent all my anger in my lovely blog. But, no choice. Nowhere I can do that. My lappy going to spoilt soon with my bloody hard typing on this small keyboard. Pity lappy~ XD
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Everyday I heard you blah. So annoyed! ugh. I'm tryin to just listen like the way I enjoying myself on my fav. song. Who cares right?! You do that I'll do the same. In the end, I'm the one who regret doing so. =( Bcz I respect. Only one word --> RESPECT!
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It is so unfair to us especially me in later life. I've to bear everything on my own. But, another is just do what they like. Hello, both of us is the same but why i've bear so much?! ugh. I'm just thinking when should I burst out my boom. I can't stand anymore. Respect and w/o respect is so much different! ugh.
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I'M SOOOOOOOOO "MM FAN HEI" really what-the-fuck!
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ugh. stop myself from being that way. -ve thinkin i guess. haihs.. whatever then!
I'm thankful for such a wondeful boo
no matter how, he'll always by my side
supporting, cares, loves and everything that he can gives to me
Always lend me his ears to listen the good/bad
I love you, dear! ;)
♥ Our lips must always be sealed...
3:10 PM