
Sunday, December 27, 2009
This is a seriously boring post~!!
put less hope on it, alright?
I wonder where should I start about my x'mas
This year x'mas & new year 2010 eve is going to fall on thursday
which mean I can't enjoy my eve to somewhere to countdown
why? bcs the next day i've to help bro.
This is seriously makes me feel bloody lonely
although I'm going out with family
I got a habit which I hate to be that too
I won't be happy when I can't do something I want
Problem comes each time I can fulfill what I want
the pek-chekness up to the level that can drives me craziee
and mad at anyone
I'm sorry to those I mad on :(
Parents scolding me for behaving like shit dog
I know I shouldn't be that
but I'll tried to be better, I promise!
For some reasons, I become like this
you guys that doesn't really know me well pls forgive my bloody attitude
Gah~!!!
stop vanting.
Before x'mas eve, I looked to all friends photo album
each and everyone have their very x'mas celebration
taking photos with their beloved one
and the colorful x'mas tree in all the shopping malls
and, what about me?
I don't go anywhere...
not even a single pic with a x'mas tree
This year seriously is not my year at all
too much things happened and comes to me so often
on & off sick killing me the most
mood swing all the time
blah..blah... & blah!
house is on renovation
busy choosing & planning where to put all my things
this time my room going to be sweet pink~!!
oh yeah, but of cos not all in pink
it just the room wall :)
Others is just in dark brown/black
I want white with pink
but white doesnt seem to be long lasting for cupboard and everything
room going to be bigger than before
woohoo~!!
definitely will post up once it fully done
It is around next year march/april
whole house will be renovate
from back 1st then to the front
It's late now
don't feel to blah too much on my boring lonely x'mas
ciao
♥ Our lips must always be sealed...
12:35 AM