
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
WARNING: YOU CAN IGNORE THIS POST IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE READING THIS.
Nowhere I can vent my anger, so I came here to vent everything!
I'll not vent my anger with something harmful to myself
This is the best place I can do so.
I'm not a good explainer/writer. I just write whatever I want to write here. Over the years, I'm trying to be nice and silent to you. From that moment, I try to figure it out what's going to happened next, what's on your mind, and how u going to attack me back. I'm always prepared I'll get something not good from u bcs u're so obvious jealous about me. The more u jealous, the more I wanna make u down =) I can play the whole game with u until u realise everything!
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In my perception, everyone have their own thinking. So, I can't blame that you and you or all of you include me are right/wrong. I just stand on my own feet to think how should I voice out in order to shut you fucking mouth up. I can't even have a happy feeling when I'm being together with ya'all. I think not only me.
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Years ago, when Y and Z in difficulties, there you drop ur tears that u care so much about them. You're so pretendious! If u're not, why only that time u care so much and now u don't? Why u never appreciate at all? They owe u million billion of care to u?! WTF.
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One with the attitude i-dont-give-damn-on-everything and another is so obvious "2 snake head". why can't you and you vent everything out so maybe we can settle it nicely? Ugh. you both are so F, kay! Nevermind, I still will keep an eyes on everything what's going on next!
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I'm tellin you over million billion of times you should stop your fucking mouth shut in everything but still you do so. WHY?! Be silent and let everything go I'm sure u'll be happy. =) This is the time you should be happy. Why u care so much as they only a far relationship with u? They never care of their own ones why u care so much? They don't need ur care at all in my perception. I think I'm right for this. You'll realise it later.
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I heard C kept complaining last time to me. As I can't do anything bcs if I said, everything is not a drama anymore, maybe will bcm worth than now. I guess C kept complaining to D tht's why D burnt. I know the more I'm trying to explain to u, the more u think I'm not right. But, what I said to you confirm 101% right.
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It is better if you closed one eyes and shut ur fucking big mouth up. and, LET GO! You'll not be happy forever if u never keep what I said to u now. Sometimes when u need people to respect u, u should think of how to respect others too. Not seeing position or whatever shit. Senior/ Junior, if both respect everything will be fine. You should think the way u speak is really make people hate u more instead of lovin u. Even me myself sometimes do feel that too.
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Always remind yourself to let go everything. Not worth to be angry on this. I'm angry bcs all is or only half is so important to me. I'm just helping. I can't see all this with my own eyes. Fire kept burning up each time I see all this. Ugh.
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I can know now everything is on your control. If one day, everything on their own. I can surely tells u, they won't give a damn on you both! That time you regret for nothing. Be smart pls. I know I'm not supposed to teach u. I hope u know by ur own.
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In their minds, they're waiting everything on their hands. Now, they can't do anything only can accept and fire burning in heart. If they burnt out now, they know they get 0 for everything. This is what they scared the most. I'm sure u can feel that, right?! UGh.
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In order for everyone to feel happy, you stop complaining each and everything up and let go, you kept an eyes and me too. Both of you say out what u donlike. Then, everything will be fine by then. But, when are ya'all going to change?! Oh damnit.
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Alright, I'm going to stop here. I don't wanna be so unhappy bcs of them. I should appreciate what I'd now. and, I'm thankful to have baby and fams and not to forget a great bunch of friends that always be there for me. :)
PS: for those who don't know what I'm tryin to vent here, pls just ignored! For those who know, thanks for always be there no matter what. TQ!
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