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WARNING: YOU CAN IGNORE THIS POST IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE READING THIS.

Nowhere I can vent my anger, so I came here to vent everything!

I'll not vent my anger with something harmful to myself

This is the best place I can do so.

I'm not a good explainer/writer. I just write whatever I want to write here. Over the years, I'm trying to be nice and silent to you. From that moment, I try to figure it out what's going to happened next, what's on your mind, and how u going to attack me back. I'm always prepared I'll get something not good from u bcs u're so obvious jealous about me. The more u jealous, the more I wanna make u down =) I can play the whole game with u until u realise everything!

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In my perception, everyone have their own thinking. So, I can't blame that you and you or all of you include me are right/wrong. I just stand on my own feet to think how should I voice out in order to shut you fucking mouth up. I can't even have a happy feeling when I'm being together with ya'all. I think not only me.

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Years ago, when Y and Z in difficulties, there you drop ur tears that u care so much about them. You're so pretendious! If u're not, why only that time u care so much and now u don't? Why u never appreciate at all? They owe u million billion of care to u?! WTF.

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One with the attitude i-dont-give-damn-on-everything and another is so obvious "2 snake head". why can't you and you vent everything out so maybe we can settle it nicely? Ugh. you both are so F, kay! Nevermind, I still will keep an eyes on everything what's going on next!

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I'm tellin you over million billion of times you should stop your fucking mouth shut in everything but still you do so. WHY?! Be silent and let everything go I'm sure u'll be happy. =) This is the time you should be happy. Why u care so much as they only a far relationship with u? They never care of their own ones why u care so much? They don't need ur care at all in my perception. I think I'm right for this. You'll realise it later.

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I heard C kept complaining last time to me. As I can't do anything bcs if I said, everything is not a drama anymore, maybe will bcm worth than now. I guess C kept complaining to D tht's why D burnt. I know the more I'm trying to explain to u, the more u think I'm not right. But, what I said to you confirm 101% right.

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It is better if you closed one eyes and shut ur fucking big mouth up. and, LET GO! You'll not be happy forever if u never keep what I said to u now. Sometimes when u need people to respect u, u should think of how to respect others too. Not seeing position or whatever shit. Senior/ Junior, if both respect everything will be fine. You should think the way u speak is really make people hate u more instead of lovin u. Even me myself sometimes do feel that too. 

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Always remind yourself to let go everything. Not worth to be angry on this. I'm angry bcs all is or only half is so important to me. I'm just helping. I can't see all this with my own eyes. Fire kept burning up each time I see all this. Ugh. 

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I can know now everything is on your control. If one day, everything on their own. I can surely tells u, they won't give a damn on you both! That time you regret for nothing. Be smart pls. I know I'm not supposed to teach u. I hope u know by ur own. 

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In their minds, they're waiting everything on their hands. Now, they can't do anything only can accept and fire burning in heart. If they burnt out now, they know they get 0 for everything. This is what they scared the most. I'm sure u can feel that, right?! UGh.

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In order for everyone to feel happy, you stop complaining each and everything up and let go, you kept an eyes and me too. Both of you say out what u donlike. Then, everything will be fine by then. But, when are ya'all going to change?! Oh damnit.

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Alright, I'm going to stop here. I don't wanna be so unhappy bcs of them. I should appreciate what I'd now. and, I'm thankful to have baby and fams and not to forget a great bunch of friends that always be there for me. :)

PS: for those who don't know what I'm tryin to vent here, pls just ignored! For those who know, thanks for always be there no matter what. TQ!

These conversation makes me sick w/ GP. I heard this from DD. DD shared it w/ me. If I am DD, as my temper, no matter how old u are I won't respect anymore. Not worth respecting you! I know u're so concerned about HIM. But, the way u concern HIM is totally wrong. You as the oldest one should know which to tell and which should not tell.

Hello, HE is still young. Have HIS own family. HE should knows what to do w/ HIS own family. Why are u saying those word HE is tired. HE should be more energetic than DD. Think about it!

I'm FUCKIN' hate the word "You deserve the sickness of C". Do you respect the one younger than you? Or the oldest one need not to respect youngest one? WTF!!! I'm totally sick w/ GP. DD never said anything/reply back what u said because he still respect you as the old one. Your own daughter have the sickness too. Do she work hard? She do nothing and get that sickness when she's aged 17. So, what do u mean by deserve??!

You (GP) should tell HIM the history of how DD gone thru over his young life. I'm sure you knew it all. Why u never tell HIM? If u think you "wash brain" HIM, HE can have a better life in HIS future, go ahead! I don't mind about that. But, it's not!!! He still back to DD. WTF is that???!

Not only DD is soooooooo disappointed w/ HIM. MM and me as his younger one. I'm so disappointed w/ my eldest one. You never change at all!!!! When will u realize all these??! I silent for soooo bloody long don't wanna say out a word from my mouth. I'll say it all when the time to.

I just don't understand why you (GP) never appreciate whatever DD done for u. DD is just like ur supplier, do u know that? Ur business thingy is all from DD. Do others really knew about these?! No one!!!! You thought u came and take it from HIM is from HIM? Fuck kay! All is from DD. Do u ever say Thank You? If u never say TQ do u appreciate??! APPRECIATE?!

If u really do, u won't backstabbed DD. You never say something good which u appreaciate from DD. That's mean u NEVER appreciate!!!

One important thing, DD never take u for granted! He gaves u whatever u need. Except $. But, the important thing you want is $. DD not never give u at all. You should understand his situation too. But, you're not!

Those who takes u for granted u treat them like a KING QUEEN PRINCE PRINCESS. Never wanna say what u want from them. Just shut ur mouth and get done whatever they called u to do. But, do u do so for DD? Do u treat us like KING QUEEN PRINCE PRINCESS??! You just treat us like a SHIT! Backstabbed kaokao.

Ok enough! Ive fully expressed all my feeling here!!!

I give u a very last warning. I warn an old person.

Whoever who touch a single hair of DD, I won't give face anymore!!!

I'm totally can't control my temper!!

If there's a second time, I'll say it and DO IT! Include all of my members. That's it!
and no more any relation. And, from that, no more giving a single cents on whatever happened on you...

I always love u, DD!

I've changed my blog song to:
HATIN' ON THE CLUB
Only this song! :D
I love this song pretty much.
but, in the different sense i hate the lyric.
Not exactly all the lyric.
just some of it.
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Make me recall back the memories.
2years back.
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Well, it begin like this.
since the day i met byy.
here comes many girl named NICOLE
Most of them i knew is all their nickname :D
so people come back and asked me is that my nickname too!
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Fucked!
I'm kinda sensitive the way people asking me.
I've make it VERY CLEAR that's not my nickname
it is in my BIRTH CERTIFICATE!
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I bold it doesn't mean i'm angry here :D
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21years in this world
i never never step my foot into club!
I SWEAR.
i don't like it.
this happened in the club when i'm not there too.
argh~
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tho it passed 2years ago.
This song make me recall back :D
thankiu to it!
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That bitch named NICOLE too.
really WHAT-THE-FUCK!
listen to the song
u'll know some of my bad memories =)
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I will not say it out.
Let u guess urself :D
true/not
is on your hand.

Morning babe!^^
midnight around 4am
3words for it!

WHATTHEFUCK!!!

A cockroach dropped on my lips
ARGH!!!

Bloody hell.
i thought i was in a dream
from nose came down to my lips

Quickly wake up and switched on the light
it came out from my maid's cupboard.
bloody pekchekk and scolded my maid early in the morning!!

My room just like STORE ROOM
share it w/ my maid.
I told my daddy to renovate the house as soon as possible.
will not renovate the whole house.
only behind.
Kitchen, my bro's room & i

I can't wait anymore!!!
After done renovation, maid will not sleep in my room anymore!

ihatecockroach bloody much!
Not only hate, scared too! XD

Don't let me see any cockroach in my room.
If not, maid i'll shout at u!

Im not-so-happy now.
Just now...not! is yesterday (: after 12am ady.
Baby accompanied me to cut my hair.
Before, expected the quality will b ok.......
After, I regret and ANGRY!
What the.....F I S H!
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B boii booking it today.
Need booking one just to cut hair weii..
Fine! He said 7pm.
So, B boii and i go.
7.30 my turn.
bla..bla...bla.............
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DONE!
Shit..Really F*** shit!
@!#%@!#%
my hair..
I don't wanna explain how was it.
how bad was it.
and, NO PIC FOR IT!
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pity B boii.
i mad i screamed in his car.
until my tears drop.
realllllllllllllly F I SH!
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i wonder why so many people wanna go there.
or maybe im unlucky?!
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I REPEAT: NEED TO BOOK BEFORE U GO!

u know what.
never blow and comb my hair nicely.
just put some cheap old on it.
that's all!
yea, is only RM12 just for cutting.
But, at least use his F hair dryer to blow it nicely lar...
that one also need to save eh?!
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yerks....
my 1st image after it done is like SHIT.

I promise I'll not go for the 2nd time and NEVER ANYMORE!

Bye to u, IMAGE SALOON!


Baby boii wanna bring me to Malacca again next week.
Reason: just to re-cut my hair in MEGLIO.
I'm still thinking should i go not.
coz that's the only reason just to travel over there.
Not worth!
and, it is the most expensive saloon.
Not worth!
and, only a way just to cut SHORT my hair ):
Good: can have a new style
Bad: need wait how long to grow back?
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will decide and last comfirm on next Friday!