High expectation..

Sunday, September 20, 2009
My mood to blog is back slowly =)
'm happy w/ it!
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BORED TO DEATH now
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*cut short the craps*
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Today mood was so so only
happy-sad-disappointed-happy-sad-disappointed
as u can see kept changing mood
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I wish to know why am I become like this now :(
srsly not good for health
no appetite again
sad case,right!
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Supposed to went wedding dinner at 7o
but, I rejected my parents coz I thought u'll coming back early
to....meet me up!
sharp 7o, u told me there raining heavily
aldou u indirect telling me
I still can understand it u're not coming back that early
NEVERMIND
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But, it's too late for me to prepared for dinner
so decided to stayed at home w/ kiddos
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Get a called from sis-in-law, her sis will pick up the kids at 9o
alright, that's fine
I need to be alone at home for a moment or two
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She picked, m alone
and, that's the time I feel so LONELY :(
I would never said this word as I always wanted to be alone at home
But, I feel it and said it out today
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coz I thought will be alone just for awhile
but...but..but
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urgh..I really put too high expectation on u
Bloody sad and disappointed!
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You never told me u reached here safely
and, I wonder alone here and feel like texting u at 1st
but, I control not too
Last, I did too =.="
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I know I m nothing to u now
but, at least I still care and concern about u
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haihs
Everything is too late for now
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inhale...exhale...inhale..exhale
nic, u'll be alright tomorrow =)
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